Damuwa, Kishi, da Ƙarfin Waka. - Anxiety, Envy, and the Power of Music
I woke up with anxiety,
spent the better part of yesterday trying to get iTunes connect to work with my apple account, hours on the phone with the message app by myself, I have decided to publish a book.
It is so frustrating.
I can feel me grinding my teeth, the tension' from my side jaw,
I have been watchin Cynthia Erivo and Arianna Grandes " 'Wicked' stars Ariana Grande and Cynthia Erivo perform "Somewhere Over the Rainbow," "Home," and "Defying Gravity" at the 97th Academy Awards" on repeat.
I haven't seen Wiked. I was one of those who quietly sneered at their relationship. I can't help think that Cynthia looks like E.T. or a gremlin or a hobbit and that Arianna looks like a pale malnourished imp or elf, the colour of the whites of her eyes seems to the same colour of her skin, maybe she is unwell.
No doubt my negative thoughts come from envy, and dissatisfaction with my ownlife but when those two women sang, there was no doubt of the mastery of their craft. No doubt.
Yau na tashi da anxiety,
jiya ina ta kokarin fada the Itunes connect, ya ki aiki da apple account I na, hours dawe akan waya, akan message app, ina ta kokari da kai na, abu ya kasa. Ni na ce zayi publishing takada.
abun na da haushi,
ina ta goga hakorina, duk gafen baki na na ciwo,
Ina ta kallon Cynthia Erivo and Arianna Grandes " 'Wicked' stars Ariana Grande and Cynthia Erivo perform "Somewhere Over the Rainbow," "Home," and "Defying Gravity" at the 97th Academy Awards"akai akai
ban kalla filming Wicked, ni ina cikin masun bakin ciki a gafe akan abokantan su. Na kasa bar bakin tunani wai Cynthia na kaman dodon deke filming E.T, kokuma dodon gremlin, kokuma hobiit. Kuma bakin cikina ina ganin Ariana nakama dodon shaitab marajini mai ckin nyunwa, farin indon takka daya da farin patan ta, watakila bata da lafiya.
Na san tilas wana bakin tunanin da make musu yazo daga cikin kishi da dissatisfaction na ruywana. ammma da matan biyun nan suka fara waka, ba wata doubt wai lallefa suyin mastering craft na su, ba shaka
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Yau na tashi da damuwa.
Jiya na kashe yawancin lokaci ina gwagwarmaya da iTunes Connect, yana ƙi aiki da Apple account ɗina. Sa’o’i ina kan waya, ina tuntuɓar su ta manhaja. Ina ƙoƙarin wallafa littafi, amma abu yana da wahala.
Ina jin haƙorana na goge juna, gefen bakina na ciwo.
Ina ta kallo Cynthia Erivo da Ariana Grande suna rerawa "Somewhere Over the Rainbow," "Home," da "Defying Gravity" a gasar Oscar ta 97—sai maimaitawa nake.
Ban taɓa kallon Wicked ba. Kuma da can, ina cikin masu kallon su da ɗan bakin ciki. Na taɓa yin shakka a kansu.
Amma nasan daga ina waɗannan tunani suka fito. Kishi. Rashin gamsuwa da rayuwata. Sauƙi ne a duba wasu fiye da kallon abin da ke ɓacewa a cikin kai.
Sai kuma suka rera waka.
Kuma babu shakka. Babu kuskure.
Kawaici da ƙwarewa, basira a cikin kowace sanarwa.
I woke up with anxiety.
I spent most of yesterday fighting with iTunes Connect, trying to make it work with my Apple account. Hours on the phone, messaging back and forth. I'm trying to publish a book, but it's exhausting.
I can feel the tension—my teeth grinding, my jaw aching.
I’ve been watching Cynthia Erivo and Ariana Grande perform "Somewhere Over the Rainbow," "Home," and "Defying Gravity" at the 97th Academy Awards—on repeat.
I’ve never seen Wicked. I used to quietly sneer at their relationship, rolling my eyes at the headlines. I couldn’t help but judge them. Cynthia’s sharp features reminded me of E.T., a gremlin, a hobbit. Ariana’s fragile, elfin look, the way her skin and the whites of her eyes almost blend together—maybe she’s unwell?
But I know where these thoughts come from. Envy. Dissatisfaction. It’s easier to pick at others than to look at what’s missing in yourself.
And then, they sang.
Their voices—undeniable, effortless mastery. Every note proof of their craft, their power. No doubt.
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