Inspired by H3R

Inspired by H3R

Someone should invent a text that does not send when you are emotional!

Surely,

Red wine, white rum makes me cry confessionals,

Full of nerves, can't shake the feeling,

Note to self.

I am surrounded by embarrasment that can't be eased by soberness.

I beg you Lord,

Like Tell the Truth, Otis Redding sings,

I think of her,

Cringe, cringe,

Tell the Truth means looking at the cringe worthy,

Oh God!

Sad text,

Bad text,

I cried in sadness.

Feeling loss, so profound,

Your arms were firm enough,

Solid, so I thought they were meant to hold me,

All the hardness made me melt,

all the pain,

all the face,

all the façade I hid behind,

I am mortified, so embarrassed,

I can't help it,

That was me,

I was filled with feelings,

Even as I knew I blew the chance,

I am not the one,

You are so like me,

It is so painful that we are both,

Broken winged,

Invisible,

Quirky,

Odd ball,

and Adorable,

Left field,

Even as you know, what I know,

I write this so you might bind with me.

I know it's cringe worthy,

Shame worthy,

Shy worthy,

Duck in the corner and pretend you are straight worthy,

This was it, so much pressure that we both blew it,

Worthy,

The chance to show each other what we needed worthy,

but am I being real though,

wet eyes, runny nose, hormones dampened, sober thoughts,

I must reflect,

That I am SHE, the woman SHE,

that was she,

But I was not,

the best sex,

the safe friend to be supported,

Messed stuff, I saw it end before it started.

I felt the cold shiver in your look,

mirrored in your pussy's glare,

silver thing, feline tail 

Her cat spoke to me,

she said, 

I see you want my puss,

guess what, you can't get with my puss,

Ginger, wiry,

Talks funny,

Bright eyes, glows like mine.

Emotional, needy, 

High strung, needy,

Willing, needy,

Dehydrated and Soul baring,

Falling for a stranger on second meeting,

Feeling,

Ferris Wheel, eating chips, stolen kiss,

Willing to be touched it's been so long,

Needy,

ready to believe I might be wrong,

Really,

Just because we both fancy women,

Sadly,

Doesn't mean we are meant for each other,

Truely. 

the hardness made me melt, 

all the pain, 

all the face, 

all the façade I hid behind, 

I am so embarrassed, 

I can't help it, 

That was me, 

I was filled with feelings, 

Even as I knew I blew the chance, 

I am not the one, 

You are so like me,

It is so painful that we are both, 

Invisible, 

Quirky, 

Odd ball,

 and Adorable, 

Left field, 

Even as you know, what I know, 

I write this so you might bind with me. 

I know it's cringe worthy,

Shame worthy, 

Shy worthy. 

Duck in the corner and pretend you are straight worthy, 

This was it and we blew it, 

Worthy, 

The chance to show each other what we needed worthy, 

but am I being real though, 

with a dry sober nose, and hormones dampening, 

I must reflect, 

That I am SHE, the woman SHE, 

that was she, 

But I was not, 

The best sex, I felt safe

The friend, I felt supported 

Your ride or die chick, like in hiphop 

But shit I messed it up, didn't I? 

How did I know it had ended before it began?

It was the cold shiver from your look, 

like your cat's silver glare, she saw the arms on the vinyl  clock running out, 

bright thing, swung her tail, feline language, 

She said, 

I see you want my puss,

guess you can't get my puss, 

Ginger, wiry,

 she talks funny, 

Bright eyes,  glows like mine.

Besides we were revved up on red wind and gin, 

Ladies don't play with gin and juice, 

a lesson learnt, 

makes you emotional, weepy, needy female bosom,

and that ain't cute.

Emotional, needy, 

High strung, needy, 

Willing, needy

Dehydrated and soul baring, 

falling for a stranger on second meeting, 

Feeling,

Ferris wheels, eating chips, stolen kiss

High strong. 

Emotional , 

willing to be touched because it had been so long, 

Needy,

ready to believe I might be in the wrong,

 Really, 

And just because we both fancy women, 

Sadly,

it doesn't mean we are meant for each other.

True.