Black Cab

Black cab hit me

Make it quick painless and euphoric

Let your yellow light be my trigger

And your ugly BT hood smash smash my bones to smithereens

Black cab demolish me

Be kind

Aim for my head a quick lights out will do fine

I want to die die die die die die die

Disappear

She has lives away from mine hers is a field of weeds, herbs, flowers, trees and shrubs

I live on fertile land with a single sickly ugly rose bush who’s petals are spotted black and mouldy

With cobwebs and dead leaves on dry bland ugly brown surface sand

She radiates out, she surrounds and is exposed no she draws and is drawn

And I sad shit am part of the masses drawn in

I sad shit am one of the many sad sad shits

Shits – emotionally handicapped person who is so needy and starved

Yes she appreciates it

And sure I more than most

But really, I am but a garnish in the feast that is her life.

It would be great to be a main meal

To be adored and waited on to be the first and prominent

By someone I adore and respect

By someone I feel is more similar to my history my culture my language values and mores

But better yet black cab just mow me down

Let’s just end this unfitting journey