get a grip !

I am a pre-P.M.S.er, which explains the feedback I have been getting recently.


Aggressive, reactionary and apparently not my usual charming self.

I don’t mind being a bitch if I have to be.

I just would like to be aware of it when I am.

I would like to be able to turn it on or off as the case maybe.

I don’t like being blindsided by my emotions. Going about oblivious not knowing being unconscious to the bad vibes I am exchanging.

It all starts with self how people react to me. I mean you can’t win them all. Most times it’s other people’s projections and it’s down to them.



Talking about people, what was going on in Kung fu class last night? The sifu is missing P forgot the sequence and little whispering groups everywhere. You can’t escape it wherever there are more than 3 people in a group there will be drama.

I was feeling so cool with myself. My fitness level is quite good if I may say so myself. I must have been preening like a peacock. Humility is not something I have when I think I am all that. I must have been irritating.

Tough shit! I am working hard for my shit.

I really need to focus on my people skills

Got a good comment on my piece on falling in love 

My laptop is acting out!!!!

Should I get a new dog walker? Can I afford it? What if she steals from me or worse still looses my dogs!!!!!

Get a grip!