Question April

April month what is my future
30 days of gentle spring fresh scented enriching hopeful
When shadows come and I am separated from my sun
And your rains sprinkle or deluge me
Shall I be reborn this month or worn away as earth
In floods of regret self doubt ever here
Questioning question second guessing
While my roots grow deep the trust in change and pain the intensification the escalation the amplification nature’s cycle
Who will I be on the first of May