Do not give up

Good morning to me,

How was my first exercise in focusing? It was a valiant attempt.

I was disorganised and restless and possible tired and hungry. But there is today to try again.

I have made a decision and coincidentally I came on in the evening.

My mouth has spread the word, put the feelers out there so to speak.

The response not so great, overwhelmingly negative but I intend to persevere.

Luckily for my advisers and naysayers there are practical obstacles.

I will need to save 38% of my monthly income in 2010 to afford a first run.

Realistically speaking it may take more than one try but I am optimistic.

The logical thing would be to increase my earnings I am committed to two courses.

I cannot seem to commit to preparing for them.

But I will.

There are many obstacles in my way and many hardships when I do realise my goal.

Am I strong enough?

I am a reckless but I will toss myself over into the abyss.

I am convinced no one controls their destiny all you do is prepare and plan.

But most of all I must learn to roll with the punches.

Clichés

What must I do when it happens again?

I must not give up

I must flip through the pages, scan the lines

I must sit there and not leave

It is a hard ground that resists my efforts at first

But I must toil on scratch the surface, little by little

I must not give in